If you want to support me paypal.me/n3m3z1337I'm 21 years old and I love Armwrestling, Videogames an... View MoreIf you want to support me paypal.me/n3m3z1337I'm 21 years old and I love Armwrestling, Videogames and going outside at night or in the rainI have social anxiety and I usually never leave my house. I never go to the grocery store, I only live from Amazon orders.To save up some money, I only eat noodles. (every month, the whole month, I only eat noodles everyday) I am able to leave my house and go to the grocery store, but I choose not to suffer, so I don't do it. I don't have any friends. My Discord is 1337n3m3z btw, I have some people there, with whom I chat.Anything you can imagine that a fulfilled and normal person has, I once had. I used to go outside every day. I had friends. I had passion. I had family. The only thing I truly never had was love. And in the end of 2019 I suffered from Brain Damage. The reason I received this Brain Damage, is because nobody ever loved me. Since I received that brain damage, I also suffer from Visual Snow, that basically ruins my whole quality of life. The good part of my life is over. I'm simply living out the last days of my life. If my Vision and brain cells came back, I would be motivated again to follow my passion and to try to find love and live life.I couldn't become the best one at my passion, because the lack of love and affection ripped me apart. What remains of me now is not worthy of living a life. I talked about the death that I died a lot on my Discord Server, this is the original one in German https://discord.gg/PJaGuTS8rx and here is the English translation https://discord.gg/yGz8TaW7Xp
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